ok so i have not realy been creating much art,and it is really starting to bugg me!


i entered a contest last month for Martin Luther king Jr. worked hard on the mo'fo' and for what?
i get not a damn thing nothin no word as to if i even made it in to some kind of juging AND i really liked the piece i did it was friggin' creative!><

and right after i finished that one i had to start on another contest entry.-.- but now this thing is friggin HUGE! there is too much space i fill and so my mind made way too much up...OH! and did i mention that the turn in date is too far away so i am half assing it?not on purpose mind you it's just how i work.-.-'

yeah i despise myself hehehe.... =.= this crap makes me tired but for all this effort i better be getting some money since i don't even get to have it BACK yeah thats right they friggin KEEP IT!
T^T
oh wel i will live with it.
anyway i will try to get some better drawings up here for you pleople who actually follow my art.

OH! OH! AND my birthday is coming up on the 14 of november so please be nice and say a lil' something for me thanx^^'
<3
-ash